I was drinking when you met me so what did you expect? A lifetime of staying up at night shaking a nervous wreck. I don’t know what you want from me. I’ve been down this road before, the only thing I can’t give you darling is anything more. I don’t trust myself when I’m around you. No, I don’t believe a god damn word I say. Waiting for the weekend, you’re always waiting up for me. See I don’t remember the last time I even cared if I saw sleep. My phone it won’t stop ringing, it goes all day long. The boys wanna go out, they wanna hear the band play our song. And I’m sorry you’ll never understand. It’s a broken thing to be this kind of man. Fixing everyone I see to ignore the hole underneath. It’s a shameful thing being me.
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